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[does some asking

they dont even know aloe has kids

wheezing noise. grabs a beer and chugs]

[ calming ear pets ]

You know they don't have to have everything worked out today for it to work out, right?

[he unfortunately drank the truth making booze so hes about to truth really hard which will get us ingredients at least]

I am terrified that m'gonna ruin his happiness when his partner doesn't want me.

I don't wanna mess up his life.

I don't wanna make things weird and complicated for him.

I am having too many feelings and they're coming out against my will fuck.

[ the sad plunks of ingredients appearing in the background,,, ]

Whoa, slow down.

[ pushes him to sit down ]

It's not "when." You literally don't know who it is. Also he chose to adopt us. He chose to do that before getting engaged to anyone. You really think Aloe's the kind of person to throw us away for some dude?

...I don't want him to throw away a romance for my sake. I want him to get that kinda love in his life and hold onto it. I want him t'be happy in ways I can't make him happy.

I know this is silly. I just gotta.

Well first off not drink none more today.

It's not silly. What you gotta stop doing is assuming the worst is gonna happen. You're, like, torturing yourself about stuff that hasn't happened.

But yeah, drinking less might help.