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[ she's quiet, for a long moment. ]
...
I don't-- want to be left behind. I'm already so far behind.
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I don't-- want to be left behind. I'm already so far behind.
You're not behind. You're where you're at and you got reasons for being where you're at.
If you're feeling pressured to be some place other than where you're at by someone here, tell them to either fuck off or help.
If you're feeling pressured to be some place other than where you're at by someone here, tell them to either fuck off or help.
[Cashmere Sun Sign? Breakdown at trauma?
never.
can't catch him with that shit (unless it's directly after reliving the whole Shibuya memory again)]
never.
can't catch him with that shit (unless it's directly after reliving the whole Shibuya memory again)]
Edited 2025-07-14 17:23 (UTC)
No, I'm not, I just...
...
I can't... ask them to wait for me, when they need to keep moving too. It isn't fair for them to have to keep pace with someone lagging in the back no matter what I might want. So I'm just-- trying to catch up.
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I can't... ask them to wait for me, when they need to keep moving too. It isn't fair for them to have to keep pace with someone lagging in the back no matter what I might want. So I'm just-- trying to catch up.
...
Buddy...
[A deep voice answers that deflation. How long has he been here? WHAT HAS HE HEARD???]
Buddy...
[A deep voice answers that deflation. How long has he been here? WHAT HAS HE HEARD???]
[
Her head instantly jerks up, horrified, all of her feathers slimmed fearfully down.
kms might be back on the table boys this is the WORST POSSIBLE THING to have happened ]
Her head instantly jerks up, horrified, all of her feathers slimmed fearfully down.
kms might be back on the table boys this is the WORST POSSIBLE THING to have happened ]
[ sorry everyone in the cuddle pile she starts scrabbling out so she can hurriedly flee, stumbling. ]
Here's the thing.
Don't you think it's their choice if they want to stop and wait?
Don't you think it's their choice if they want to stop and wait?
Well. That aint one sided.
[Is picking up the ingredients to mix and take out.]
[Is picking up the ingredients to mix and take out.]
[ahahahaha--]
Oh, hey. When'd you get in?
[he's. had. many drinks.]
Oh, hey. When'd you get in?
[he's. had. many drinks.]
Aint been too long.
[Reaches down and ruffles Cash's fluffy-ass hair.]
Looks like we can use a designated dragger.
[Reaches down and ruffles Cash's fluffy-ass hair.]
Looks like we can use a designated dragger.
[drunk enough for leaning into the ruffles, yes, thank.]
Whaaaat? I can still walk~
Whaaaat? I can still walk~
[There's a moment where he MIGHT have let her go.
NAH.
HELLO RED THERE'S A GIANT TIGER POUNCING AND immediately laying on her. And Cash. And Serge.]
NAH.
HELLO RED THERE'S A GIANT TIGER POUNCING AND immediately laying on her. And Cash. And Serge.]
[ -- shrieks but goes down.
She is absolutely still struggling to pull herself out though. ]
-- I'm sorry! I'm sorry!
She is absolutely still struggling to pull herself out though. ]
-- I'm sorry! I'm sorry!
Oh sure.
It's the in the right direction I got concerns on. Dude you are SO cooked. Marinated.
.. Kinda jealous.
Where IS the booze anyway?
It's the in the right direction I got concerns on. Dude you are SO cooked. Marinated.
.. Kinda jealous.
Where IS the booze anyway?
I don't wanna be on yer bad side. Noted.
[GOES TO GET ANOTHER FOR HIMSELF AND ALSO BROCADE]
It tastes like shit but I have determined to not be responsible!
[anyway, it's shitty ass beer. this is his 10th]
It tastes like shit but I have determined to not be responsible!
[anyway, it's shitty ass beer. this is his 10th]
Ah, the dive bar special. It'll get better. Eventually.
[He just pounds that one. It helps that the beer can is. Small compared to him.]
Oh yeah.
Dude this is pisswater.
[He just pounds that one. It helps that the beer can is. Small compared to him.]
Oh yeah.
Dude this is pisswater.
[It's like a thunder blanket. Mooshing Scarlet into you.]
Dude, my drunk goggles are insane these days.
Bro, the ... the EVERYTHING aint worth losing standards ya know.
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